Happiness in the air

Female. Overthinker. I feel that staying in one corner makes me see life's dimensions.

Bittersweet life.

We like each other. (Sweet)
No commitment. (Bitter)

I’ve been thinking the whole week. My plan was to somehow avoid you. I wanted to do that because I do not want to be too attach (even if I already am). I’m having doubts whether or not I want whatever we have or more. I have been thinking about having a boyfriend again because I feel that I am ready. I’ve also been thinking if that person can be you. 

And then, I start to notice how you try so hard to include me in your busy life. I start to notice how you take care of me in ways you can. I start to notice your efforts to make me notice you whenever I try to avoid you. And that makes me wonder.

I’ve been thinking the whole week. My plan was to somehow avoid you. I wanted to do that because I do not want to be too attach (even if I already am). I’m having doubts whether or not I want whatever we have or more. I have been thinking about having a boyfriend again because I feel that I am ready. I’ve also been thinking if that person can be you.

And then, I start to notice how you try so hard to include me in your busy life. I start to notice how you take care of me in ways you can. I start to notice your efforts to make me notice you whenever I try to avoid you. And that makes me wonder.

So near yet so far.

That point. I don’t know if you’ve noticed but you sit beside me everyday. Every single day, I see your face. I see you smile. I hear you mumble. I hear you talk to me. You are beside me. And yet, I can’t feel your presence. I always feel that you are far away. That’s sad. It’s causing me so much pain. Every night I think about you and me. I doubt that you like me like what you told me before. Where are the actions? Am I not that important to you? Yes. You’re busy. I understand that. But, you’re just sitting beside me yet I feel that you are far far away. 😭. You have no time to spare for me. Whenever we have time, we don’t really talk. See how confusion affects this? Are you even aware that I am reaching to that point of giving up on you. I’ve lost all the hope. I already told myself, NO. He’s just another fantasy that is never going to happen.

Day 100 of 100

So grateful for so many things today. Really tried not to be so irritated because of some circumstances.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!!!! THANK YOU FOR FEEDING OUT TUMMIES! 🐽 I really really miss you!

GRACEYYY! Thank you for always rescuing me. And also for all always feeding me the right food to eat. 👍

Grateful that Nina is back and I got the chance to hang with them before the night ended. Thank you for the pasalubong. Hihihi 😍

LORD, THANK YOU FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS. I will always and forever be grateful to have them in my life. 💛💙💜💚❤️ #100happydays

Day 99 of 100

Super late post!!! Hahaha 😝 I love receiving gifts. 😍 Hehehe. Finally new bag!!!! And MAC make up. AND A NEW TOY 😍 👌 #100happydays

Day 98 of 100

Finally watched X-MEN!!!! 👊 Worth watching in 4DX cinema. 😎 #100happydays

Day 97 of 100

Missed them. ❤️ Partner, thank you. 😘 #100happydays #latepost

Day 96 of 100

Late post! Spent hours with these two. Drinking and watching movies. Haha. Chill night for us. 😊 Love them! #100happydays #latepost

Day 96 of 100

Late post! Spent hours with these two. Drinking and watching movies. Haha. Chill night for us. 😊 Love them! #100happydays #latepost

Day 95 of 100

Day will spent again! 👊 Happy birthday to my dearest pretty friend, Cathy!! 🎈#100happydays

Day 94 of 100

Appreciate the little things too. #100happydays

Day 94 of 100

Appreciate the little things too. #100happydays

Day 93 of 100

Slept for the whole day. 😊 Dinner with family and future sister-in-law. Brought dessert for the best bunch. And tequila night. Love it! 😊 #100happydays

Day 93 of 100

Kuya’s yaya for the day. Pre-nuptial shoot for them. The thought of having a sister-in-law is just excited. 😊 Hihi. Happy for these love birds. ❤️ #100happydays

Day 92 of 100

Decided to stay at home. Then, this happened. Hihihi. Saturday night and Sunday early morning awesomely spent! 💪 Woooooo!!! 😊 Hihi. #100happydays

Day 91 of 100

Woke up seeing this on my timeline. 😊 Hihi. No words can express my kilig vibes. #100happydays #latepost

Day 91 of 100

Woke up seeing this on my timeline. 😊 Hihi. No words can express my kilig vibes. #100happydays #latepost

Day 90 of 100

10 more days. 💪 Hihihi. Shopped today. 💚 yesterday pala. Saw Rocky too. 💕 Hihihihi 🙆🙅💁🙋 #100happydays #latepost

Day 90 of 100

10 more days. 💪 Hihihi. Shopped today. 💚 yesterday pala. Saw Rocky too. 💕 Hihihihi 🙆🙅💁🙋 #100happydays #latepost