I found myself making turns. Here and there. Left and right. My mind wants that stage where everything is peaceful. It is looking for that happy place. Sadly, I am being followed by a shadow. A shadow that I never intended to create. It is chasing me. I want to be in that happy place but there are many things to consider. I have to prepare myself for being in that happy place. I was peaceful sitting by that corner. I was happy walking through that narrow street. After the longest time, I had a destination. A place where I can rest and be secured. But as time passed, shadows kept growing and they are trying to threaten my happy place. Now everything is in panic. I am in panic. I just want to crawl to that happy place again. I want to not think of things that will make me hesitate the actions I want to take.